so sch is in it's third wk alr.....it's alright i guess.....the teachers are responsible and stuff.....but not the friendships.....sometimes i wld rather stay in a dumb class where everybody is not as scheming.....whom you can trust......well....maybe 6 Sincerity was exceptional cos i made really gd friends who i know i can really count on.....as a big clique.....especially Cheryl and Ze-eie when the three of us got so obsessed with some kinda stupid person.......and there's minhui,sheryl,Lydia when they really make your day......cheering you up when your down......encouraging you when you fail.....and claudia,rebecca,minlin and dora.....although not really close to them....but at least you know they will not bother to get themselves involved in some kind of dumb problems.....i really treasure this bunch of girlfriends......and miss them loads.....in PL.....i guess it's not time for me to find such close friends yet.....except for minlin......when we went through all troubles together.....you know you can count on her too.....well....maybe her occassional moodswings......but there is always a reason for doing so.....and this is one of my most treasured friendships.....

i really am seriously thinking of applying for IP........although i gave my mum my word i wld try......but i know i'm taking a risk.....leaving such a wonderful sch just because of problems i am not brave enough to face......yes.....another viewpoint is a change of environment......but it may not work out if i ever get into the program......i just feel so confused.....taking one day at a time....i know time is running out and i have to make a decision soon......

hiya.....just dunno what to do......guess i will just have to try since i promised my mum and make my decision if i ever get chosen......shall not think so far now and just concentrate on my studies.....