i feel such a loser mann.....i dun even noe how to fight for my own rights to get out of handbells and i cried during maths test just because i did not noe how to do..........GOSH!!!!WHEN DID I BECOME SO TIMID????this is real real bad.....cos crying is lyk a very very bad weakness and i only cry when i am really angry and not sad.......hmph.....hiya.....i think i was minlin was quite shocked that i suddenly cry but then luckily the test was ending in lyk 2 minutes time so after that i went toilet......felt really embarrassed that cheryl and michelle knew.....cos i was looking real depressed.....but i was really feeling depressed..... cos i was so dumb as to study the more difficult stuff......i think miss chew will be very pissed with mi....hiya....but then at least history was ok...but then i was lyk writing crap lah....dunno lah....but then luckily can open book....then just summarise the passage....but then i wrote until hand pain.........handbells is a nice instrument but then it's reputation is being ruined by 2 freaky women....I WANNA GET OUT OF HANDBELLS!!!! I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT CHRISTABEL IS THE PRESIDENT!!!YEAH!!!!THEN I CAN GET OUT AND JOIN GUITAR CLUB!!!!I THINK I WILL HAVE 4 YRS OF MISERY IN MY CCA.....HORRID HORRID...ok...bb peeps!!!